lifeless life continued...

im officially graduated 2 weeks ago...
n im still bz doin ma freelance work...
it gonna end by xmas.. (hopefully)
so that i got a week to rest or goin for haliday b4 i start ma permanent work on 2nd of jan...
it's really tired workin str8 after u grad...
for ma case... i was doin it like few weeks b4 i finish ma assgn...
n now at tis point... i really tired...
i did it for money but im not a robot... im really tired...
having problems on transportation/ accommodation/ tis n that...
actually i kinda regret for workin non stop now...
ppl saying tat im a workaholic... but if onli i have de money... i don hav to work lik a mad dog lik wat im doin now... rushing tis n tat... involved in office politic although im jus a freelancer...
n family jus dunno how hard im now...
im those who will not tell ma problems out....
in their point of view.. im still a manja, spoiled kid of the family...
but watever.. no point i wanna defent maself back bcz i noe wat im doin...
watever i do... i hav a reason for maself... n tat's enuff for me...
i don k how ppl c me.. how dey look at me...
as long as i noe wat i am doing....

p/s : all i need is a holiday.... but i noe it's hard for me to have tat now... :)