birthday month aint that happy for me...

when ppl saying birthday month is da happiest month for the birthday boy/girl..
i'll strongly disagree v the statement...

as usual..
birthday month is da month tat i'll b fuckin broke among da 12 months in a year but tis yr..
ma financial situation even worse...
not onli me but ma family as well..
2 days ago... i lost ma Rm50 tat supposed to be the expenses for the week...
i was so unhappy v tat...
n im still having some money tat i need to spend.. exhibition, printing, material... bla bla bla..
i seriously dunno how im goin to survive now..

i jus got ma medical check up report today...
not so good bout it...
im now under medication again...

lappy still giving me problems....
n now even worse!!!
it happens when i need to rush for datelines...

dad still annoying me...
i cant concentrate on ma work when im at home!!!

im kinda helpless
all tis issues making feels lik having some1 in ma life...
ironically... i started to miss u again...
but u'll nv noe tat :p

it's ok...
i can go tru it all by maself!!!
im tough *i hope*

'happy' birthday to me in advanced...