My worry

11.14am
i received a call from aunt saying that my mom had a fall..
she's in pain whenever she breathe..

im so worried bout her..
i took EL and rushed back..
i need to be home taking care of dad so that she can go for check up in hospital..

sis had already got home whn i stepped ma feet to my house..
after she packed, sis sent her to hospital..
i managed to catch a word with her before she went to hospital..
but i can tell that she's so in pain n worry..

after x-ray, the surgeon told that 2 of her rib bones cracked..
one of the cracked bone is slightly out of place, and it might puke her lung..
she needs to admit to hospital for another round of x-ray to make sure everything ok..
yet, she's so worried that i might not able to handle my father who had stroke for 4 years.

i told ma sis to tell her that i'll be ok..
she needs rest..

she fell at 10something, but she dare not to call us..
worrying that we will be all busy at work!
this is her! always worry bout us rather then herself!
until ma aunt reached ma house n saw her in pain..
n that time, aunt called me..
she'd been suffering for more den an hr alone!!!

My mom is tough! tougher den anyone else!
she's the one willing to do anything for us without complaining at all..
despite that, she'd been taking care of my dad for over 4 yrs!!!
4 yrs taking care of him is certainly not an easy job! perhaps, it is the toughest job i can say..
i noe that she's tired.. i noe tat she's worried.. she jus take tis everything by her own..
she haven been having a proper slp taking care of that crumpy old man day and night..

My birthday wish for this yr is so simple...
i wish i can bring her out on the weekend.. bringing her for lunch or dinner..
bringing her to the place i always hang out.. buying her stuff that she likes...

it's that easy :)


Mom.. get well soon! I love u!! I really do!!